Maybe I am not Ready to Date!

I have been on two dates in the past few weeks. When I was asked when they could see me again, my first thought was, "not on the weekend!"

My best friend lives almost two hours away and he comes up on the weekends to hang out with me.

I am not ready to give up any part of that time to go on dates yet. I am having too much fun just being with my friends, acting stupid and feeling care free.

So I think for now, unless someone that I just adore and think is truly wonderful... I am going to enjoy this time with my friends.

I feel like I never got to hang out with friends and have fun since I got married at 16.

I feel happy right now, so I am going to enjoy it and keep going on the same track that I am on!

I Went on My first date!

My friends and I were hanging out at the pool on Saturday when this guy drives up on his boat. He gets off the boat and we start talking and he gave me his number... So weird how that happened cause I don't ever meet anyone.

I haven't ever been on a real date before. Not even with my ex-husband. I was soooo nervous, I wasn't sure if I was gonna throw up at one point.

I got up and got ready so I started drinking! Figured that would take the edge off. I was so nervous! I installed Loopt on my phone so the guys could track where I was at and one of the girls gave me a knife to take with me! HA! Then I text them as soon as we got to the restaurant with the restaurant name.

He forgot to open my door the first time we got in the car but he opened it all the other times.

We went to breakfast then went back to the house and he was totally cool with hanging out with all my gay friends. That is a big deal for me because most straight guys aren't cool with hanging out with gay men. We hung out by the pool then went to the gay beach, then we went to my friend Shane's house and ate dinner and he came there too. So I ended up spending the whole day with him.

I told him that I will be taking things slow and he seemed pretty respectful of that and said I was always in control.

Now I hate this part where I have to figure out what is the best time I should call him now. Do I wait a few days, do I text him, do I let him call me???? All these questions are running through my mind! OMG! Doesn't dating come with a road map!?

Divorce Cake with Barbie on Top

Divorce Cupcakes

Happy Birthday Divorce Cake

Flickr

I think this is cute and I should have done this myself! I actually had a party on the One Year Anniversary of my divorce but after talking with friends we decided to call it a housewarming party for my new place!